Perhaps you felt happy when you led a varied life, but you must understand that the varied life was based on the many choices around you. In other words, you were drowning in data but possibly starved of information. You would sometimes feel tired too when you are told you must make a choice amongst so many options.
So what should you do? Maybe you better study harder than yesterday and improve your gradually at making choices. For example, if you have a web-log and you maintain cordial relations with your neighbours but eventually you find that their per ality is completely different from yours, at least you can recollect when you were still friendly to them. Aha, it’s just a little joke. You seem to be a good listener; in fact, you did with reluctance perhaps.
Since there are so many choices all around the world, some are necessary and you should earnestly prepare to make them. However you must know here are still some choices you can make; you must understand that the choices made by your own self will affect your future more than before.
As time goes by, how important will be the choices we make at present? Don’t care about the answer for now but go on trying your best to do what you aim for without any hesitation. Don’t let a great remain just a in your mind for too long.